Streams in a Wasteland

A few days ago I joined a group of people who are about to START something. We're all somewhat confused about where we'll end up and some of us, including myself, don't even know exactly what we're starting. When I first joined, I was super pumped. Then when I got a few more details, I was ready to quit. I didn't want to have to break out of ordinary or do anything requiring effort, plus I'm not good with only having tiny details and having to come up with my own plan. But then I remembered how I want to grow up and that I've been miserable with this lack of vision and activity and want to change. Change doesn't usually happen on it's own. We have to take the steps to initiate it. 

So, though I do not possess much motivation right now and the fear of failure is looming over my head, I'm choosing to START anyway, and punch fear in the face.