I'm torn between the desire to write and the unlucky coincidence that my brain is seemingly void of insightful thoughts. That seems to be the great paradox of my life. Wanting to do something, yet not having focus enough to do it. Sometimes I think I have something akin to ADD because I'll get so excited about something or want to do something but I can't make myself sit still long enough to focus on the task needing to be done.
For instance, right now I have at least two books that I really want to read, because I want all of the information inside of them to be inside of my brain, yet I do not want to make myself sit down to read them. Why? Because if I'm reading the one, I'm not reading the other. And if I'm reading either, I'm missing out on catching up on my Bible study. And if I'm doing any of these activities, I'm not devoting time to learning some new songs I've been wanting to perfect on the piano. And if I'm doing any of those, than I'm not working on my scripture memory. Do you see where I'm going with this? lol Sometimes I just have to sit back and laugh at myself and then I wonder if God laughs at me as well. I hope He gets a kick out of me and my insane thought processes. He did make my brain, after all.
So, if there is a point at all to this random little post, it's that I need to be better about focusing. I have so many things that I want to do but I become so easily overwhelmed. Yet another paradox in the life of Sarah haha. I don't know though, sometimes being so erratic makes my life much more interesting and surprising. I like it that way. :)
Here's a fun picture for you.
To do: Ride in a hot air balloon.
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