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I'm thinking that this is probably going to be a long post and I'm hoping I'll be able to impart the thoughts in my head effectively. Along those lines, you want to know what one of the weirdest thing ever is? Feelings.
Feelings you can feel and think about, and yet never even form a sentence in your head. I've always grappled with feelings and thoughts. And I don't mean struggling with the reality of them. No, more so than actually feeling my feelings and thinking my thoughts is the difficulty of expressing them. Saying them. How do you put feelings and thoughts into words? It doesn't matter of what nature they are, it's pretty much always exasperating to me. I've never been one of those quick witted people who always has an awesome comeback. Sure, I can think of funny or important stuff to say, but when it comes to communicating what the most important issue in my mind is, I can't make the connection between my brain and my mouth. It's possibly one of the most frustrating things I experience. I think it must have something to do with the fact that I'm afraid I'll be misunderstood. Do I sound like a 90's angsty teenager or what? That's pretty sad considering I'm 21 and it's 2012. Haha, in the words of one of my classmates, "Whaatehvah".